No matter how much I love her and all I do for her, she's still her biological mom. No matter what she has put her through, how many times she messes up, how unfit of a mother she is- she's still her mom. I'm just the foster mom. It breaks my heart right in two! This whole process is so one sided! All the state cares about is trying to "fix" her mom so they can send her back to her. Even if that's not what's best for Kara...
Sometimes I'm really good at blocking out pain. Physical, emotional, mental I can sometimes sort of take my self out of it and block it. Not this. I FEEL. SO. MUCH. PAIN
Monday, April 28, 2014
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
The Boys' Surprise
Jake sold the boys' little 4 wheeler and has been searching KSL ever since for a little dirt bike. Well guess what he finally found? To say that the boys are excited would be an understatement! Dalton, Gunnar and I were at scouts when Jake went to pick it up. When we got home Gunnar noticed it on the back patio right away! He went crazy! He was squealing and giggling and jumping up and down! Gunnar has a bit of an obsession with dirt bikes and he is a really good little rider! Every day when he gets home he hurries and does his chores and homework, then he spends hours riding this thing around in the field. Dalton likes riding it too, but he's so busy right now with soccer, piano, his astronomy class at school and homework that he doesn't have near the time to ride that Gunnar does. Plus Dalton's not quite as obsessed. We have had an entourage of friends coming over every day wanting a turn on it. I've told them the rule is that it has to be ok with their parents and they have to wear a helmet. Gunnar is a great riding coach! Ridge so far hasn't shown too much interest in it. He loves to ride with Jake on the big motorcycle!
| Gunnar |
| Dalton |
| Kara is pretty cute in a bike helmet! |
Easter
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| Kara, Bentley and Annie. These girls are all the same age, they're birthdays just weeks apart. They have so much fun together! |
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| Baby Jesse, Kara, Bentley and Annie |
| Kara and Bentley trying to decide who gets to climb up the ladder first! |
| The cute little girls behind Kara are in Ridge's old preschool class and they just absolutely adore Kara! |
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| Dalton, Gunnar, Kara, and Ridge with their candy after the Plain City egg hunt |
| Easter morning- looks like the Easter bunny came! |
| Kara again didn't care about finding any eggs- she just wanted to eat candy! |
| Kara and her "cheese" smile! |
| Ridge finding lots of eggs! |
| Gunnar's basket is so heavy he can hardly lift it! |
| Dalton posing nicely for the camera! |
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| Easter Sunday best:) |
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